sissy joyce

There are so many cool things about HRT.
Many times you will experience ''your first time'' of things and it makes you happy.
For example, the first time I got a feminin haircut.
Or the first time I had my nails done, or my eyelashes..
The first time a guy made me shy...
The first time you cry from a movie haha...
When things like this happen to you, you start to realize that hormones do have an effect. Because it is so slow, you sometimes wonder if it does anything or not haha.
This reminds me of last week.
When I encounter a real dominant person, I had the priveledge of getting to know a few of them in my life. For example Goddess Annie. I truely believe she is above me. It is not a game. When I see her, my eyes go to the ground and my behaviour changes from playfull to submissive. It is instict, it is something deep down in  me that changes.
I only had this experience with women so far.
But last week in the sissy market, a guy entered our store. He looked nice, he wore neat clothes. A suit I think. And I had that same vibe.
He was walking around in the store checking out  our products and that made me nervous and submissive. 
I said to myself ''please don't be a sissy please don't be a sissy'' 😂😂😂🤭
If he would buy panties, it would be a turn off for me haha. A true dominant guy, one I can really submit to, can't be wearing panties for some reason haha. Just my taste I guess. Perhaps that is why I don't want a switch.
He went to the counter where i was located and he placed down some lube and a fleshlight. I was relieved. I took the 2 products and scanned them. I tried to chat and be friendly but i failed miserably from being nervous and shy.
That was my first time a guy made me shy and nervous haha.